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Sylvibel Mar ([personal profile] if_at_first) wrote2014-10-10 08:30 pm

he's such a prude though

Sylvi settles in very thoroughly. She makes a point of going out on her wooden horse and wandering the city every day or two, even if she has no specific errand to run (although she does also place orders for lenses and very fine-tipped pens and new notebooks). She hugs Avedan when he has bad dreams and he hugs her when she does, if they successfully wake one another despite the long pillow between them on the bed. And she plows through piles and piles of old notes, and condenses her childhood for inclusion in the same library for future 'bels.

As of this moment she is up to her specialization in shines. Write write write.
do_over: (n. Aydanci)

[personal profile] do_over 2014-12-06 07:52 am (UTC)(link)
"There's still - some chance. I - love, love you should have realized by now that I'm a - a selfish bastard and... and... I love you. I love you so much..."
do_over: (n. Aydanci)

[personal profile] do_over 2014-12-06 07:58 am (UTC)(link)
He smiles, just a little, at that.

"I'm sorry I'm selfish," he murmurs. "I am. But there's - there's no one else in the world like you, you're - irreplaceable, I can't just - I -"

He doesn't manage to finish the sentence. There are tears in the way,
do_over: (n. Aydanci)

[personal profile] do_over 2014-12-06 08:03 am (UTC)(link)
"There could be a chance," he says, desperately. "Some - some small..."
do_over: (n. Aydanci)

[personal profile] do_over 2014-12-06 08:10 am (UTC)(link)
"I - I know. Just - keep doing it. Because I'm selfish and I want you to stay, I want you to live forever, or - or - no, no, fuck it, I want you to live forever, period, much as I hate to sound like a petulant child, you're not allowed to die..."
do_over: (n. Aydanci)

[personal profile] do_over 2014-12-06 08:15 am (UTC)(link)
"Love. You're not just - you're brilliant, you're wonderful, you're - you make the world better by existing. It's not the - you've done great things, my dear, you're - don't remove yourself from it because right this second you are bedridden."
do_over: (n. Aydanci)

[personal profile] do_over 2014-12-06 08:17 am (UTC)(link)
"Humor me and - and get better anyway."

His sounds begging. Pleading. Desperate.
do_over: (n. Aydanci)

[personal profile] do_over 2014-12-06 08:17 am (UTC)(link)
"And I, you. Always."
do_over: (n. Aydanci)

[personal profile] do_over 2014-12-06 08:19 am (UTC)(link)
It was. Aydanci just - hopes that means there's improvement, even if she doesn't feel it.
do_over: (n. Aydanci)

[personal profile] do_over 2014-12-06 08:22 am (UTC)(link)
That's all Aydanci can really ask for.

(No it isn't. He wants her to live, he wants her to get better, he wants her to live until she's ninety, and then keep going.)
do_over: (i. Catching up quickly)

[personal profile] do_over 2014-12-09 07:21 am (UTC)(link)
Avedan is asleep, and then he is surprised!

"Mmhr?" he mumbles. But he hugs her back (out of reflex), blinking blearily.
do_over: (k. Start over)

[personal profile] do_over 2014-12-09 07:27 am (UTC)(link)
Blink, blink.

Hair pet.

"M'sorry."
do_over: (j. One moment please)

[personal profile] do_over 2014-12-09 07:31 am (UTC)(link)
That's a safe bet. But even without being completely coherent, he's perfectly capable of snuggles. Behold, how he can snuggle.

(Snuggle, snuggle.)

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