he's such a prude though

[if_at_first]

Sylvi settles in very thoroughly. She makes a point of going out on her wooden horse and wandering the city every day or two, even if she has no specific errand to run (although she does also place orders for lenses and very fine-tipped pens and new notebooks). She hugs Avedan when he has bad dreams and he hugs her when she does, if they successfully wake one another despite the long pillow between them on the bed. And she plows through piles and piles of old notes, and condenses her childhood for inclusion in the same library for future 'bels.

As of this moment she is up to her specialization in shines. Write write write.

Comments

[do_over]

"Reasonably basic, please."

[if_at_first]

"So there's pets and puppets and automata and golems and shines - shades are basically a kind of shine. If you've got anything with moving parts around I can show you how to turn it into a puppet as a start, otherwise I can make you a shine to play with."

[do_over]

"Shine sounds fun."

[if_at_first]

"Okay." She finds a patch of light and peels it off for him. "Do you know how to take it as a puppet or should I start there?"

[do_over]

"I know how to take it as a puppet," he affirms.

[if_at_first]

"Okay, go ahead and do that. Predictably, I have paper, and this is a nice big shine, so I can write it some instructions longhand and they'll work just fine." She flips to a fresh notebook page and writes a short program that will fit within the shine's area, and walks him through each line in it, and then puts the program down where he can move the shine onto it.

[do_over]

Kidan focuses on the shine, and gets to taking it as a puppet, and then making it do things.

"Thank you," he says, smiling at the little shine.

[if_at_first]

"You're welcome. I like shines. I had a bunch of colored ones on the ceiling in a pattern in my room growing up. Left them for the next kid when I moved out, though."

[do_over]

"That's extremely cute."

[if_at_first]

Lu ducks her head and smiles. "Thanks."

[do_over]

"You're welcome."

[if_at_first]

"Anyway - unlike golems, which you can't puppet again once you start them, you can turn a shine back into a puppet any time, if it's yours or the person who made it lets you. So you can stop it from going around in a circle whenever, but it'll remember this program and you can nudge it back into it until it gets a new program."

[do_over]

"That's useful," muses Kidan.

[if_at_first]

"Yeah. So if you have them moving around in a pattern, you can pause them and then start them again without having to reprogram them. Try it."

[do_over]

He does. Obligingly, the shine stops.

[if_at_first]

"And starting it back up is almost like the opposite of taking it as a puppet."

[do_over]

"Is it? Then..." He looks at the shine with a look of concentration, and - it goes back to going in circles.

[if_at_first]

Lu applauds.

[do_over]

Kidan grins.

"Thanks."

[if_at_first]

"You're welcome. So the most basic set of shine commands you can put in a program are -" She writes in every command that appears in her little program, and a few more, and goes down the list with him.

[if_at_first]

Sometimes it's too hard not to sob, or to try to draw enough breath to do it. Even though she knows it'll wake him up. Even though she knows he's almost as tired as she is, and pushing to do more than he ought to be able. Even though he can't help and it'll hurt him to fail.

Sometimes she makes a noise.

[do_over]

Aydanci can't always be there when she needs him. He has to sleep, as hard as he tries to not. But this time, he is.

"Love..." He murmurs. In the early days he'd caress her face, or brush her hair out of the way, or - or something, but now he doesn't dare. The lesion on her face is getting worse, and he doesn't want to upset the poultice on it for a few hours yet.

But he has a look. It's a very distinct look. It screams, 'I love you, I love you, I love you, tell me if there's anything I can do to help, I'll do it twice, please, I love you, it's no trouble.' He's wearing it, right now.

[if_at_first]

"Oh honey," she murmurs, softly, trying not to move her jaw too much. "Go back to sleep."

[do_over]

"I think we both know that's a losing battle," he replies, almost wryly, if it wasn't for his eyes. He's cried before, but hasn't recently, mostly through willpower.

[if_at_first]

She might have something to say, but she doesn't seem to have taken another breath after exhaling her suggestion. There's nothing to say it with.

It's a very quiet suffocation. If he were sleeping, or even trying to, he might not notice.